The inclusion of ace fashion designer, Saisha Shinde in Kangana Ranaut's celebrity reality show, Lock Upp, excited many people, as she is an inspiration for many people out there. Thus, people were curious to know more about her personal life and were pumped to understand the kind of person she is in real life. So, to their satisfaction, Saisha opened up about her personal life in the recent episodes of the reality show.
However, everyone got shocked and sad when in a recent episode of Lock Upp, Saisha Shinde opened up about her ex-boyfriend and revealed that he used to torture her mentally in unimaginable ways. Truly, it was heartbreaking to witness her confession on the show. For the unversed, Saisha was formerly known as Swapnil Shinde before his transformation. At the age of 40, Swapnil had undergone surgery to become a transwoman and inspired everyone to follow their hearts, no matter what!
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In the recent episode of Kangana Ranaut's controversial celebrity reality show, Lock Upp, ace fashion designer, Saisha Shinde opened up about her personal life during her conversation with Poonam Pandey and Payal Rohatgi. The designer shared that she was once in a relationship with a guy, who had tortured her badly with some dirty tricks. Saisha revealed that he didn't use to torture her physically but also added that he had tortured her mentally, so horrifically. Saisha said:
"Even I was abused in a relationship but it wasn't physical, it was mental abuse on another level. He made me feel like I am sh*t. He used to stand outside my door and just wait thinking that someone will come and I'll cheat on him."
Going further in her conversation with Poonam Pandey and Payal Rohatgi, she also added that her ex-boyfriend used to sneak into her bathroom in order to see whether she was doing self-pleasing or not. Saisha Shinde also added that her boyfriend used to blame her for opting for self-pleasing instead of having an intimate relationship with him. Saisha stated:
"And, let's say if I cheat on him, he'll catch me red-handed and he will use it against me. He used to climb on the terrace, go on the pipeline, stand on the pipeline, open the blinders of the bathroom and see slowly if I am mast********, to use that against me. Because that's the reason then that I don't want to have s*x with him."
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At the end of her discussion, Saisha Shinde also admitted that she was never happy while being in a relationship with her boyfriend, who was a gay man. The renowned fashion designer also added that for a larger period of time, she was confused about whether she wanted to be in a relationship with him or not. However, later she discovered that she was convincing herself only and everything was wrong in her relationship. She said:
"Back then, I thought maybe he's saying the right thing but I was never happy in there. Physically, I was never happy at all. I used to always wonder, 'kya mujhe samajh hi nahin aa raha hai' because I was a woman inside who was having s*x with a gay man. Obviously something was wrong but I told myself that I am gay only."
Saisha Shinde is one of the biggest names in the fashion industry, and she was in the headlines last year when she had designed the Miss Universe Finale 2021 gown for the event's eventual winner, Harnaaz Kaur Sandhu.
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